The only thing real,
when push comes to shove,
are the acts of forgiveness and love

Because in the end,
no one loses or wins,
the story begins,
again and again,
with forgiveness and love.

Listen to the sound of...

This is a public toilet.
This is Malaysia.

Forces And Pressure

someone just bitched me off.
there's this man in my life,i named him dad since i was borned.
he likes politics and business.
he's that kind of person that can be easily influenced by people around him.
and he likes to involve physics theories in his life,and slowly in our lives too.
"forces and pressure" is the theory that he likes to use the most.
he likes to force and pressure us to do things that we don't like to.

i just told him that i'm not gonna enter matrix because it's not that easy,i wanna be an ordinary college student.He said i can't do that,i must study at matrix for one year,and university for a few years then study abroad.

here are some reasons why,
matriculation college or better known as matrix,is a college that,its like a three-year diploma but they'll finish everything in one year.can't you just imagine how difficult it is!?!?? and it provides food,books(no facebook) and hostels...and throughout the one year,you'll have to eat sleep and read and thats all you can do.The worst is,its a government college!!!! it will be dull and boring!! (cakap la bahasa melayu kau ni~) <<<<>"i remember when i was 12,i asked my dad if i could a enter private high school,he said NO. then i asked why? he said,you're not doing well in your studies,why should i waste my money!? fine."its been 5 years,and today,i told him that i wanna study in private college,and just when i thought that he won't answer the same thing again(this time,at least for the sake of my results), but too bad HE DID IT AGAIN.

i'm speeechlesss so speeeecchhhhlesss.

UNFAIRNESS.

Perhap there's something i 'd missed out,but i don't know why the earth has to rotate itself and create such a big problem.There's no any "one-to-one" reason?but i dont think so,because everyone heard about it.Did we use any sort of weapons to force you?we didn't.Pretending to be serious in the end makes no sense at all.

Can't Help Myself

tomorrow is the day when the parents and the teachers will finally meet each other and get some fights.thats what i wish for.GOOD* i've been lying on my bed for 3 days just to wait for my fever to recover...3 days...im now 10000kilometers away from all my friends,im really wasted.
3 days...some of my teachers would've already finished a new chapter.but its ok i'll catch up soon.

sms-ing with shakira,i just noticed that she isn't that "man" actually.she's good she's good she's cool she's cool.