FREAKING ME OUT

i keep waiting from the beginning
till the end and i've lost everything
there's something in my head
but i couldn't express it
it's hard to say it out
cause im afraid that i'll let you down

i keep moving forward like a race
i can see nothing but an empty space
there's something in my heart and i
keep telling myself im not falling apart
its hard to say it out
cause i dont wanna let you down

sometimes i really wanna turn back time
walk back to the place where i feel alive
i'm sick and tired of being like this
because

*i've lost everything that i once had
i need you
to wake me up
from this nightmare

there's no way for me to walk back
i need you
to take me
out of the dark

THIS LIFE IS FREAKING ME OUT
TOO BAD,CAUSE IM NOT BACKING DOWN

TH

Wrote a song about your eyes.ate a slice of cherry pie.cried all night

GAD GAD GAG GAG GET GETS

Home Is Callin'

her heart.it beats
but inside is freezing
she dances and sings
as if no one's looking

all she needs is imagination
when she can't get enough of perfection
this is all the accentuation
when she loses her direction

She ran far far away
from the crowded city,
to a place
searching for "identity".

somewhere she belongs
a place to call her home

she's here
to get over her fear
to escape from tears
"would you understand me dear?"

OOoOoOooooOOoo

seriously....i hate jeans

Nikki's Birthday.

i want my legs back

damn! i got fungal infection on my right leg...

CALLING

why is life so tiring and frustrating
im not on the wing anymore,
this is no joke
hopefully it is...