FREAKING ME OUT

i keep waiting from the beginning
till the end and i've lost everything
there's something in my head
but i couldn't express it
it's hard to say it out
cause im afraid that i'll let you down

i keep moving forward like a race
i can see nothing but an empty space
there's something in my heart and i
keep telling myself im not falling apart
its hard to say it out
cause i dont wanna let you down

sometimes i really wanna turn back time
walk back to the place where i feel alive
i'm sick and tired of being like this
because

*i've lost everything that i once had
i need you
to wake me up
from this nightmare

there's no way for me to walk back
i need you
to take me
out of the dark

THIS LIFE IS FREAKING ME OUT
TOO BAD,CAUSE IM NOT BACKING DOWN